Tuesday, August 17, 2010

Finally a loss!!!

I’ll admit I was doubtful at first, but the numbers do not lie. As of the morning I am down to 215. That’s a 5 pound loss from where I was at the beginning of the week and 2 pounds down from my previous low. So the starches so far have not seemed to hinder my weight loss any, but I’m still reserving judgment until the 2 week beginning period is over. So far I’ve only added starches back into my diet; I’m still waiting another week to reintroduce fruits.

I’m feeling very motivated right now to keep going. I was honestly on the verge of quitting 2 weeks ago, but I think I’ve managed to push through it. I guess that must happen to everyone at some point, and maybe that’s what really separates the success stories from the yo-yo dieters. When we pause in our losses, how do we handle that? Do we throw our hands up in the air and give up? Curse the Gods for creating cellulite and saddle bags? Loosen our belt and eat cheesecake while watching re-runs of the Golden Girls?

Or do we stop, asses and correct our behaviors?

In the past I’ve always just given up. I’m pessimistic by nature I think, so it always seemed to me to be an indication of failure once the weight loss came to a grinding halt about 4-5 months into a diet. My inner 3 year old would start to whine and complain that it was too hard and not worth it if it wasn’t working anyway. I wanted to do that this time to. I wanted to give up so badly. I wanted to just say to hell with it and bake some brownies and drown myself in chocolate.

And even if it is a little premature to say so- I proud as hell of myself for not giving in to that temptation.

The only difference I can credit is you guys. This blogging business has been really great for keeping things in perspective for me. I’m not sure what I expected to come of it, I think I figured it would be sort of an electronic journal. I never expected to find so many wonderful people sharing the same struggles and supporting each other as I have. I love reading the stories of your own journeys. Whether you have lost a lot or still have a long way to go, I value the perspective you have given me. I know I can do this because I know that you can do this.

We can do this!


  1. You *should* be proud of yourself - it's awesome that you didn't give in/give up! :) We CAN do this!

  2. Tell me about it! When I posted my first loss on July 10 after nothing but gain, gain, gain..I don't think my feet touched the ground that whole day!LOL!

    I am so glad for you! I know you must be so, so happy & pleased. I know you have struggled and I know this loss comes at a perfect time.

    A huge congrats to you! ONWARD TO MORE VICTORIES!!

  3. You're right about Blogging being a tremendous help. When things, food, eating, gets a bit out of whack I try to deal with it as quickly as I can without stressing too much. I think that having made a basic, non-negotiable decision that I want to eay medium to low carb for the rest of my life has a lot to do with me not straying too far.

    Glad you've seen the scales move down.